Thundered

Ramblings of a Teenage Boy.

I have anxiety issues

I'm always nervous for some reason. When I go to school, I feel like I'm forgetting something at home. Today at school, one of my friends told me that I needed to bring my English textbook to school, and I totally freaked out. At my school, if you don't bring your required materials, the punishment is a paper pickup (picking up trash). I started panicking and yelling at the top of my lungs until I calmed down... for a little while. I'm a good kid! I've never done a paper pickup before, and I don't intend to. On the bright side, it turns out that I didn't even have to bring my English textbook. Something similar to this happened yesterday night too. I was just about ready to go to sleep, when I looked in my homework planner and I saw 'do exercises from science book.' I started freaking out then too. I forgot to do it! So, I ran over to my mom's computer, turned it on, and IMed one of my friends at 10:20 at night. Good thing that we didn't have to do it though. My science teacher just made a suggestion about doing those problems in the textbook before we had our winter break. I suppose being nervous is genetic. My mom gets really nervous too. I've always been a nervous kid, and according to this article on Yahoo!, supposedly, people who are constantly nervous are going to have heart problems. Oh boy... Well, I'll just add 'Not be so nervous' to my New Year's resolution list...
Posted in Personal, on January 07, 2008 at 03:27 PM
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