Breathing through a brown paper bag…
* breathes through a brown paper bag * My audition for my school's Jazz Ensemble is tomorrow, and I'm currently having a panic attack. I've been practicing saxophone almost non stop from morning till dusk and I'm still not satisfied with myself. The other people auditioning have had four years of experience, while I've only had one. I have played clarinet for a while though, so I guess that makes up for the lack of experience.
I get nervous really easily. Heck, I get nervous before I go to school everyday for some reason. I always think I've forgotten to do my homework, but it's all there. I wonder if there's some kind of pill for nervousness... My uncle in China says that in the U.S there's probably a pill for every thing.
I wonder... if I faint during my audition, do you think my band teacher will let me into the Jazz Ensemble out of pity?
This entry was posted on September 16, 2007 at 07:27 AM and is filed under Personal,.